Okay, first off I have to say how my day started. That would be with Ryker chewing my a** this morning about how I've ruined his life and I am the reason that he is behind in school, has a limited resource of friends, and has a messed up sleep schedule. According to him, his life was going perfectly fine at this time last year and if we had just left him alone and listened to his parenting advice everything would have turned out just peachy. Seriously people, I have to say that even coming home from working out tonight I had a brief though about how nice it would be to have a nice cold Killian's Red (for those not familiar- my favorite beer from days long past!). I'm having major issues with all or nothing thinking and having a hard time implementing all the great parenting skills I've learned over the last year. It is really days like today that can have me a paralyzed mess on the couch just losing myself in pointless television shows- so I am grateful that:
1. I committed to having a gratitude list that is somewhat public
2. Sweat- I know it's weird but working up a good sweat feels somehow cleansing to me
3. Wonderful families who will invite us to spend time with them
4. That my girls had such a great time playing over at a friends today
5. That when I'm really ticked off I like to clean so my house is looking pretty spiffy today!!
The Three Amigos
Delicious!!
All Five in One Picture a True Miracle
One of my favorites!!
Guitar Man
Easter Fun
Jack's First Birthday!!
Princess Autumn
Marah loves Jack's presents!!
I love little boys!!
Time for Jumping
My crazy girls
He's playing dress-up already
Marah telling Auntie Jill how old she is
Marah's b-day and Autumn's Gotcha Day
Enjoying a bit of birthday cake
Birthday gifts
Backyard Excavation
Modest Dressing is Beautiful
Uh Oh!!
He's found the gum drawer!!
Backyard Excavation
Fun in the tub with a new swimsuit
More tub fun
This one cracks me up!!
Why I'm crazy!!
Ears Pierced
Ears Pierced
Admiring her new earrings


